Finally...

Akhirnyaaa.. aku berjaya gak break the news to mama.. Punya lah susah aku nak cakap. Sebab aku tau in our current situation, aku not suppose to go.. at least that what i think. Tapi mama as aku expected, sgt cool. Walaupun aku dpt agak dia macam sedih sedih gak tu (chewahh.. perasan nih....), and aku still voice out kan yg aku tak kisah sgt bab nak pegi keja tu, tapi bab nak tinggalkan semua org kat sini, itu yang aku fikirkan. Cuma aku rasa by October tu, 'that thing' should be settle dah, hopefully.. and maybe masa tu mama dgn abah pun dah makin ok.. And aku ada dgr khabar2 yang company aku sponsor flyback once every 2 month.. which tak tau la betul ke tak, need to confirm on that.

Perasaan aku.. mcm Reen cakap, aku sebenarnya excited, cuma all these things yg keep holding me back. Just that aku rasa sometimes i need to be a bit selfish kot, think about my future.. And aku yakin, mama, abah dan Amin will be doing just fine eventhough aku tak ada kat sini.

Hopefully.. everything will be just as good as it should be...